Sunday, June 20, 2010

Its that simple

Today i kinda did some research into my topic for OBU, its the ALMIGHTY TOPIC 6 EMPLOYEE MOTIVATION FACTORS. Thank God i got my panda mama here to supple me with her mgt books and of cuz the very much appreciated future help =) .. Oh yeah , today i got my new TOY !!!!!!! ITS MY NEW PRINTER which can scan, photocopy and print..serioues i was so amaze at it that it could SCAN but EVEN MROE AMAZE THAT it could actually PHOTOSTATE .... SO i spend dont knwo how long experimenting it, i even tried and DID fix my own printer tho kinda become a joke for my bro.

BRO: ur USB cable havnt pluck la
ME: No need de , USB is for MAC only (looking at instruction paper)
BRO: ya meh. ( and he happily sits on my bed dont know do wat)
Few minutes later...
ME: eh need USB cable de ler...... need to pluck it to the printer and computer ler..how hmm
MUM: u got 1 good helper there u dowan ask (referring to my bro)
ME: wait i luan lai and see...
BRO: later pluck wrong and boom then i laugh...
ME: cincai la (ignoring silly comment )
MUM: u got 1 good helper there u dowan ask...
ME: ok i did it and it work hahahha
BRO: i purposely dowan go back and see how u want to print without ur usb cable haha.. someone say can print without USB de wor ..
ME: >.>

and well i was amaze with its photostating capability that i kept photostating and kinda tot it was fun but those copies was much needed as well (at least to me ) .. tho many was waste during experiment time , i either overlap the printing, or alignment went out or print terbalik on the other side or forget to cover it properly wasting all my black ink..so me being so WONDERFUL manage to finish 1 black ink catridge within hours HAHAHHAHAHA..i m still AMAZE AT IT , but no mreo ink let me play liow ..then when i was photostating half way, my accountant trait kinda kick in (finally...) , i started to wonder whetehr it is cheaper to photostate outside or at home... then i found myself dumbfounded, DUH of cuz PHOTOSTATE OUTSIDE CHEAPER LA .... but oh well when i kinda realise it , it was too late and i doubt i can control my curiousity hahha...

so yeah i spend most of my day playing my new TOY eventhough i was so desperate for sleep , as i said my bad habit to try to avoid sleeping as it is a waste of time KAKAKAKA... today i would say i need to drag myself up to church, i was so so so super tired and my eyes can barely open well yestrday's christian event at bukit jalir ended pretty late ( i will GO TO IT LATER) and i kinda stretch my limit hehe to watch that lam fung drama and aso my VAMPRIE ACADEMY..

OKOK THIS IS ABOUT VAMPRIE ACADEMY BOOK 5 WHICH I PROUDLY ANNOUCNE I HAVE FINISH READING IT TODAY, its NICE and make sense and yeah MY DIMITRI IS BACK hahaha , tho i kinda pity ADRIAN, i pretty much think Adrian would be my type physically n some of its attitude (minus the bad vices he had and aso his used to be playboy style ) . But oh WELL, i prefer DIMITRI hehe, and i have lots of reasons for liking him partly becoz he is more mature and they are just perfect match la tho i like ADRIAN's humuor hahah .. I PRAY PRAY PRAY the last book DIMITRI end up with Rose , they had been thru like so much and yeah i hope dimitri is not the murderer tho 1% of me may think he is , 1% at Adrian kinda tot so, but 30% would be Ambrose i guess. 40% Victor and bro and gang (which i think someone among her fren is Victor's fren, likely to be Ambrose tho or perhaps Anthony or Daniella), Anthony 10%, Daniella 18% .. Whatever it is the book will be out on 7th December keke , i will use every single way to get that book perhaps b4 31st dec keke...

And well today met Grace's bro aka James and was kidna funny he was like '' u grow up liow'' i was like ''i was small last time meh '' , well now that i recall mayb i was younger but pretty sure height wise i didnt grew any taller , keke well it i looked taller, i very much appreciated that and gratefully i will receive that compliment i guess..

Talkign abt church , they were talking abt Father's day, and the speaker was talking abt how some ppl still dont know the books in the bible , u know Mark, Luke, John etc etc , yeah i was like ok i m found Guilty and i m not gona rebuke it .. Haiz each time i sure guilty over somehting haiz

So ok now its abt the church event (Night Crusade) at Bukit Jalir , ok 1st I am truely thankful but i wouldnt say i m HAPPY thoughout it . 1st, there are very helpful ppl there willing to fetch us there and bring us back , i m very DLIGHTED and TOUCHED at theri commitment, esp if i m not mistaken shud be Andy who yeah i think he was commited to fetch 2 rounds of ppl back home.. So this is the happy part, well now this is the not so happy part, i dont know if Chang Chang realise or not but i was quite pissed off i guess .. Coz they told me at 1st 6.15pm , so i was having my OBU meeting at 4pm, manatau half way they say 5.15pm then after that became 5pm, i was like how u expect me to rush there, then is aw a text msg says 5.30pm.. so its kidna confusing and i was not very happy coz i gota rush things at LAST MINUTE and yeah i ended my 1st meeting prematurely coz i think she would have more to say to me, end up it kinda rushed my dad and rushed my mentor, and great when i was there I and Jamie realise we didnt eat and have drinks with us .... so thats part 1 , and erm part 2 was the worshipleading which i wouldnt say i was pissed, juz abit not used to it coz 90% of it is in chinese and my poor 2 frens la cant really read them , even i can read them , i was liek mentally translating it back to english to appreciate the lyrics despite they say its bilingual , felt abit cheated but oh well it was my fault who didnt have the general knowledge i guess , well anyway worship songs are for God not for me, so no qualms abt it . But well the people are very kind to us , gave me and Stef free glow in dark stick , but i wasnt really into jumping as i said i need to translate it to english to appreciate it, i of cuz wouldnt be there jumping perhaps dont feel comfortable at chinese song (not used to it lol , abit culture (thats the way we do things round here) change there. n 3rdly perhaps was the ending part lol , me n jamie and 2 other person was waiting for ppl to fetch us home but no one told us who or when they are coming, so we just waited and at the meanwhile, the moon looksliek the most interesting thing to look at , recalling my memories when iw as thrown in the middle of a jungle path and tho i can see ppl near me (mayb 20 or mreo steps away where int he dark u can see shadows thats all) , the moon seems to be the interesting thing to me besides praying lol .. but yeah at the end the gal told me what they are doin and so its justified . And During the sermon, it reminds me of Easter lol, the way 1 speak englsih and the other in chinese and i understand both which makes me kinda bored but i tried to concentrate even harder than in any of my ACCA classes ... And so when they ask ppl to come out , I honestly was kinda in my own mind the whole time, as he talk , i was reconciling what he said and i have been thru. Tho he say abt healing to come forward, i came forward mroe for thanking God for all the miracles and aid he had blessed me . Yes i was bullied and laughed at before, Yes i was even dumped by my bf , yes i was CHeated before(including the most recent one i just found out and if u ask me i thank God that i am no longer in that relationship coz i am, i would be on a rampage , n even i m not, that day i was still unhappy abt it, ops unhappy is not the right word, is ANGRY but i told myself what would u expect from someone who have lied to others for me and i clearly recall how i thought that this person would have lied to me when i heard him lying to some 3rd party, but i THANK GOD that he had healed me before that day , i came forward on thanking him coz without him, mayb that day only i would have been healed which means prolonging my suffering that much longer and i was VERY VERY HAPPY i wasnt in any of that situation =) yeah so throughout the process, my brain was like recalling stuff and applying wat he said, and at the end i came to a conclusion which is THANK GOD. Regarding start a new life part, i find it relevant as ACCA isnt exactly the course that allow u to have much life without ur books , so yeah i want to see have more life n of cuz must pass all the exams (esp finals) in just 1 attempt =P ..
Thank God by the end of the day, i was not filled with anger and yeah pretty much the normal me + abit more of the tired me.

and congrats to Lizard ( since he say dont call him lizard, i now call u Hairy or Harry la) and Check who gona opened their new RO tomorrow . ALL the best and May your server LAST LoNG LONG and EARN U money la lol . I personally am looking forward to it =)

And this is the Korean drama that is a serious drama, i feel not bad la tho abit slow and the guy actors not say superb handsome but passed my min threshold , its called Cinderella's Sister and one of it OST i like which is called Minor Waltz (not sure if this is the proper name or not la , i m not some musician and in fact i m not good at it aka yet to be improved) .

Thats all for tonight , already very tired , all the tiredness that have been carried forward till now is taking its toll on me .. so Night guys and Adios Amigo.


Thursday, June 17, 2010

Time

So now i have all the time in the world to relax, but i just get frustrated more and more ... i feel i m happier before exam.... suddenly u give me so much time i want to do evrything but non of it satisfies me , at least non of it is keeping me interested... mayb partly i m not feeling well again .. since ACCA, i feel i getting more and more tofu.. and tofu i really meant it given my conditions, not much medicine can cure me anyway ... i wonder if there is a countdown of our life, will I use my time mroe efficiently ... fed up sleeping, fed up of drama and anime, fed up of so many things ... quite swt rite , ba mayb now not well so mental aso not well.... and now its 3.16am lol . tried lying on the bed , its so comfy that i want to sleep, but somehow i feel obliged to stay up as if i got something undone, n if u ask me wat , i dont know..mayb thats my way of appreciating and utilising evry single minute i have for holiday ..

And so so like i said , my diet plan starts, i did jog, less than 15 min , i think mayb at most 5-6 min saja, then i kemek liow .... Stamina so teruk now, from bad to worst kaka , but well i think i must do something else to lose weight, how i wish i have a private park for me to jog where no indonesian worker keep staring at u like u are some ALIEN from MARS, n if they ever whistle or kacau me, i will BREAK THEM ALL NOW,LET THEM FROM DUST TO DUST.. and well i don liek to jog in the park coz ppl play football and i don like it becoz its weir dppl lookign at u jog and well ic ant plugin an earphone coz 1st my earphone 1 side the rubber lost liow, 2ndly safety purpose .. AND TATS WHY i want a private PARK...... mayb i can try wakign up early in the morning n jog ... AND ITS HOT today , so so so hot ...

Oh well today i did housework clean up my doggy's mess , all the poo and newspapers she destroy..... n i wonder i can spend around 1 hr gua to clean thsoe up ... n i guess i murdered almoz the whole clan of the ants at my car porch ..too bad la u let me found out ur base and i definitely go easy on them for stealing my dog's food, for invading my space and not knowing their limits . Anyway they are dead, i gave them lots of insecticide , speed up their death reduce their suffering, see i m so kind haha ..risking my health for their ease of death kakakaka ..sorry for the ozon tho .

And yeah today i finally called ms Sidney (dont know if spell her name correctly) , i got kinda worried be4 callign thinking whether i will disrupt her class or her meals and get her pissed off , then i prayed n called , hoping she is not someone as Strict as Ms Joyce lol , n luckily she doesnt sound so ... WELL Happy OBU-ing K.E.L.L.Y ..

Guess i need more sleep , or else i will go crazy again (tho i m usually crazy during midnights )and i dont want to be a pessimist and I WILL NOT.

suddenly i just thought of this question, what will i do if i can turn back the time ?
Answer: I dont wish to TURN it, People who keep looking back will never move forward . By FAITH I stand, by COURAGE I walk, by TRUST i follow.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Finally but not the Finale

So today i finally finish all of my exam but its not the finale yet .... got OBU coming up and I REALLY REALLY REALLY pray that i will this sem's paper all in just 1 attempt , then i can just focus on next sem's papers.... If u ask me ler, today's paper i feel its weird, different from usual and uncertain ... And this paper is by far i quite worry about it , so this is how i gain my confidence .. The night before i will start singing worship song and yeah thats what happen to my voice... Day time study (i need to read out LOUD) then night time keep singing songs (not only christian songs la) ...so my voice still so sexy....

This is what happen the day before my p3 paper , i sing christian song half way , i saw my holy bible, its like STARING AT ME, since i m guilty of neglecting it , i took it and read iut, as usual me always liek to read whichever chapter that i 1st flip, and that chapter i dont remember wat chapter but i remembered it was Isaiah something about God warning about Babylon with him saying will bring it down and talking about how it sin and all, so i already very worry b4 exam jor ma surmroe read dao that chapter i was like die la die la, its that a hint meh , but i read it carefully i didnt commit those BIG de sin in reality la ... So i put the bible back, but i was thinking probably one more chance la , so i flip the bible again and this tiem i remembered what my dad told me about the pastor told him that beginner good to read Mark and Luke, so i read Luke 18 the parable if Widow and the Judge , and it was from there i learn about WE SHUD ALWAYS PRAY and NEVER BECOME DISCOURAGED... So from there it inspired me, my spirits all up again and of course i happily sang my christian song and say a prayer and sleep ...

So yeah i was planning to have a cruise trip with my frens but i found out one thing ..The info very messy for that cruise trip, hmm mayb time to ask my panda(Mum) to help ... Talking about names, i realise i like to create nicknames for people using animal.. So for Divine i call him Bunny , Tkein i call him Hamster, Harry i call him Lizard , mum i call Panda ... i dono why i have such habit but well as long the one kena call don mind then its ok lor, mind ASO NO USE /gg...
By the way i like to refer myself as Polar Bear, so i treat all of u even myself equally okay.. Sun Bear not bad but i like white better haha (i m randoming now...its 3.45am now lol )

Today no energy to intro song liow la, 2molo still have to clean my dog de mess, do housework , call up my mentor , jog and OF CUZ OPEN CEREMONY FOR MY VAMPIRE ACADEMY BOOK 5 HAHAHAH...still so happy abt it ... so tied in with Dmitri and Rosabelle(was it rosabelle i not too sure so long no read le ) ...

By the way , today after exam i watch Movie with chang chang (aka stef) , A team was nice tho some part for so fast for my eyes to capture and some of the scenes i was actually trying to make sense out of it using physics, like how the tank fall from sky and the shooting work etc .. Though i was already drained after the exam , having headaches and all and i REALLY PRAY its not my POWER INCREASE again lor ....... PLS HAVE MERCY ON MY EYES though its already being ABUSED ... And yeah I and stef went to ZANMAI to have our dinner , kinda quick dinner, we ate sushi and i ate sushi + sashimi .. N this is wat happen:

ME: i want to eat sushi and sashimi
CHang Chang: ok ..
ME: I think now i really know how to eat SUSHI liow ...should reward myself with better food
CHang: erm..SASHIMI?
ME: Sushi..
CHANG: Sashimi?
ME: Oh yeah, sashimi ...its called sashimi (brain malfunction liow cant differentiate sushi n sashimi )

Before that, we was counting how many days of holiday we have. This is how the conversation went on :

ME: so our holidays is till 5th of july, so how many days ar?
Chang:hmmm (counting)
ME: so its from 17th June to 5th of July ..hmm...let me see... (counting)
after 7-8 sec...
ME: forget it , dont know how to count liow......
CHANG: its 19 days ..wait hmm.. actually 18 days
ME: oh... i cant count liow ,brain dead le ...
Change: haha

So, me being ACCA cant even count days, this is the impact of p3 exams.... Killed my brain cells and my IQ supposingly to be 1 yr or 3 yrs ahead of my actual age according to my mum fren who gave me an IQ test when i was young. But they say sleep late, IQ will decrease, so i wonder how much has it deteriorated since then...... Hopefully its not behind my age now... HAVE MERCY ON MY BRAIN CELLS !!!!!!!!

AND AND THIS THURS, FRI, SAT 7.30pm got a Christian EVENT, its called God's Power Night Crusade , non christian are always welcomed at Bukit Jalir Outdoor CarPark A ... I personally never went to a stadium for christian event , well would be looking forward to it , time to give thanks for HIS support all this while hehe and well guess how i get to know about this event ? ... Its FROM EDGAR!! Kinda shock me when he told me abt it, and going aroudn foyer to get ppl to join eventhough he is non christian yet, very shock and touched and happy tho keke ... Me christian aso didnt do this kind of job , yet he so enthusiastic ..kinda proud of him lol ... SOSO i just got to know Emily and her sis boutique got give soem discoutn for whoever who go for thios event... AND i suddenly thought of the EDgar... and i wonder why it clicks n links HAHAHAH ... its not verified its just be random linking and reasoning the connections which maybnon existent LOL ...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

SPoiler~

so so ...i think it was day before yesterday i was watching HUAN ZHU GE GE 3.... when i watch until the romantic part, wah when i so ''lam'' that time ... i feel my toe got some feel liek someone touching....so i ''lam lam dei'' so see , MANATAU LET ME SEE THIS CRICKET LEG TOUCH MY TOE!!!!!!!! SO CHA DAO LOR......... I WAS lam lam dei but kinda freaking out inside..... when i was thinking how to trap it and ask my dad to feed my birdie 2molo...then i lost it .... AND today i saw a smaller one ... I PRAY THAT THERE IS NO MORE INSECTS IN MY ROOM, nor it is planning to have their great family plan in my room... i understand there is aircond and food and yeah its a very ncie place to live in , but dont they get it WRONG!!! ITS MY ROOM!!!!! NOT UR FAMILY BASE!!!!!

And yeah i lately less play RO le... BUT i will always open reflex RO patch to listen to their song...very nice so ochestraic .... and i end up imaginating things again about combat and war.... Talking abt RO, lizard zai is opening his new RO with his friends (of cuz include my dear ahahah) .... really looking forward about it, i don tknow what happen to KYo RO and other RO seriously doesnt interest me .... sad lor ... But well well , for whoever reading this and U KNOW WHO U ARE, DONT U DARE NAME IT RINOA RO ...or else i chop u 18 pieces ...

Lately i cant sleep well at night, dont knwo why cant sleep at night , if not wake up half way if not have dream and wake up..... I dreamt about my bro doin something stupid and i cant really recall what it was that i was so angry and hated him so much that i woke up i felt so much hate... i was like what la...Dream saja..... kacau my sleep ..... I guess he must be doing somethign that piss me that my brain have to generate such dream .... anyway pray for me to have a good night rest and pray for me this auntie here to get well soon ba ..Having knee and shoulder pain lol like auntie liwo... not even hit 20 oledi liddat i wonder how la my next 20 years.... well wtv la life goes on, worry so much aso have to live on , let God handle it keke.. i forgot which verse it is and i dont recall the real actualy thing , but its something like ''it own wo Dont worry abt tomorrow for its today has worries '' I forgot le its sumthing liddat plus i dont know this is i add on or its in the bible ''For God will take care of the worries of tomorrow and just have to relax'' pai seh lor i very slack in bible and i m GUILTY la haiz ... And lately dont know i m growing odl ro wat, is tart to worry for alot of things, liek whetehr i have enuff food to eat for breakfast and lunch ...counting how long my KOKOCRUNCH and fresh milk can last me, whether enough comfy baju to wear while studying, whether enough entertainment after studying ... all this thing esp food never worries me de lor... last time i can create them by cooking or just live with wtv i have...now haiz wat aso have to think.... i hope it worsened until i need to count whether i have enough air to breath anot.....

WELL WELL ANIME FREAKS, i intro u KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA.SUPER gao xiao (aka funny) , i watch that anime i sure laugh and thats good... I think laughter can help me distress LOL thats explain why i m hyper and crazy at night kakakakakakak.....

Friday, June 4, 2010

So This Is ME

soso i realsie i get very hyper at night ...its like i go crazy midnight ...mayb exam stress or wat dono la ..its good to let loose abit geh... like the getah after kena stress too much must let loose abit , only can stretch more and wont break...

Oh yeah , yesterday i marry Mr.Check again..manatau that sei Pengasus RO cant support ppl wedding ....marry nia not even 10 sec... evryone DC out and took me so long to enter the server...i m like MARRY ASO GOT WRONG AR..... but well this incident becoem a very nice plot for my ro story kakaka... its like some sort of myth where these 2 person are not destined together, once together the sky will crumble and the world will end .... I know la random imagination but its not a bad plot kaka .... Kinda bored with RO liow le , cant change my BM keys..so hard to hunt custom and very very bored already ....

And yeah lately i gues si put on weight le ..keep eat n sit ... SIT to STUDY and SIT to WATCH DRAMA, PLAY RO, WATCH ANIME... and i think mayb because of this , i think my eyes GG le ... i took out my specs yesterday i think, i try to see withotu specs, n its so much blurer than before .. haiz GOD Bless and Heal my eyes...focus too much eye aso pain ...

AND THIS IS MY NEW FAVOURITE DRAMA ..

Its called Summer Desire-

the link for it is --http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjZLbG6ZCsk

>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjZLbG6ZCsk

And this is my new favourite song , its the ending theme for that drama hehe

its called : 鑽石

This song very got character keke, chinese will say got yun wei , hen you wei dao =)

如果我哭著請求
如果我跪地哀求
你呢 能不能為我而留
我知道你愛她
就像鑽石般愛她
就算她不愛你
你還是傻傻愛著她
人人都愛她
人人都愛她
她是完美墔璨鑽石
她高貴 她美麗
我是卑微的隨風而走的砂
我低賤漂泊
她是完美墔璨鑽石
她純潔她無瑕
我是卑微的隨風而走的砂
我世故我複雜
她是無價的鑽石阿
我是不值錢的砂
她是鑽石我是砂


this song keep me hypoer for quite awhile and this drama manage to keep me glued to the screen for 1 hr + until it finish...this is how good it is...usually i will multitask while watching drama, i will mayb play RO or do some web search or other stuff and listen to the drama playing but this one just keep stuck there... and the fact that i dont fastforward means its interesting enough ...most of the drasma i will fastforward .... This drama choose the right actor and actress to act as main chacs, give people very dangerous feeling... I usually go after drama where the main characters have more personality..something different ...well THATS ME

and i kinda like this drama keke,its called 少年杨家将
THATS THE SPIRIT OF GALS !!!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

DA DA DA! I m BACK ~

so these few days just keep studying but yesterday was nice, i manage to bug my mum out to watch movie with me just the problem is she wants to watch Happy Go Lucky aka the singaporean show but i want to watch Prince Of Persia ... So i called my kaki, but all either busy or booked liow ...eeeee very suey ...so i was praying to God saying: '' If U want me to watch movie, i will use evry single cell of my brain to get me to the cinema (yes i m very reckless =) ) .. So if i should go enjoy myself with a nice movie , Pls let one of my kaki teman me watch hehe'' ...so the result was NO KAKI IS FREE... so when i kinda give up and get back to studying , i dont know why i thought i was studying very fast but the time flies as well... then it seems my mum FREN FFK her , so she wants to movie as well now.. so i guess its God helping me gua ...hehe so i went pyramid with her ... unfortunately her show tak ada thattime, so we decided to watch soem canto ku wak zai show , n while there is 2 hrs 10 min free time , i quickly told my mum i will watch PRINCE OF PERSIA in btw that time ..and see how th etiming just fit so well ...i was just in time after i get the ticket (despite the crazy qeue) and get myself popcorn and mineral water for lunch .. yeah its 4.40pm and thats my lunch..during study time, my lunch is around there keke... i was so huingry that i always finish the whole tub of regual rpopcorn and that night itself my mum kinda do this cruel thing to me .

MUM: wheres da korean drama 2nd DVD ?
ME: there lor (side of my study table )
MUM:oh ok... (as she was abt to walk out she suddenly stop and say>>>>>>) PERUT..
ME: What perut...
MUM: perut besar...
ME: WHAT LA.....(just realsie she was staring abt my spare tayar...)
MUM: PERUT...PERUT BESAR......
ME: enough la... i must eat to study la ....
MUM: PERUT ...(and she start laughing and walk away )

see and thats how my night have been and lately iw as quite crazy over this drama call 美人心计
its a very nice china de drama got hong kong actor and actress and soem taiwanese actress and some china actor gua .. VERY NICE about palace life and all the complexities and u slap me and i kill u stuff ... After weatching that drama, i feel ancient China punya those palace gals are VERY VERY BRILLIANT PEOPLE... evrythign aso know ... me 1 ACCA aso can take my life liow ....
Just finish the ending to day, kidna cried when the King died ... super sad lor..near the ending evryone start to die, why cant they just stop when evrythign is nice but they have to show they grow old and die of sickness... so sadist... but well i guess thats life, we always like to see thigns that are nice but wel we aged , we go thru bad thigns and some not so lucky, kiao half way thats all ... Quite meaningful la that drama i feel... U can choose not want the throne, but will u choose poverty? does that eman u wont choose money? sometimes we ppl are not so greedy, but that doesnt mean we are not greedy.. haiz just thought about this while watching that drama today ..
and i super like the Opening song for that drama i just mention.

This is the link for that drama info : http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Mei_Ren_Xin_Ji
the song that i like : Hua Luo (落花) by Ruby Lin

花开的时候最珍贵 花落了就枯萎
错过了花期花怪谁 花需要人安慰

一生要哭多少回 才能不流泪
一生要流多少泪 才能不心碎
我眼角眉梢的憔悴 没有人看得会
当初的誓言太完美 像落花满天飞
冷冷的夜里北风吹 找不到人安慰
当初的誓言太完美 让相思化成灰

一生要干多少杯 才能不喝醉
一生要醉多少回 才能不怕黑
我眼角眉梢的憔悴 没有人看得会
当初的誓言太完美 像落花满天飞
冷冷的夜里北风吹 找不到人安慰
当初的誓言太完美 让相思化成灰
冷冷的夜里北风吹 找不到人安慰
当初的誓言太完美 让相思化成灰
花开的时候最珍贵 花落了就枯萎
错过了花期花怪谁 花需要人安慰

This song is so nice that can really do the ancient china dancing with it =P Each time i ehar it i would dance kakaka ..(duh door locked la...)

By the way , 1 of my cookadiels have joined Holy and my Heavanly Father liow , there goes my Hope gal.... Well i guess that was better for it , at least she is freed =)

AND AND the new TVB DRAMA the police drama by lam fung act as a physics researcher or stuff liddat not bad haha ..

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I Miss one day again

Okok writing blog is like an obligation now.... since i miss writing it on yesterday, today's one should be longer? hehe thansk guys for reading my essays LOL, sorry la i lazy take pic and my phone not that good for taking pictures anyway, and there is nothing to take aso la ..what you wan to see my lovely face meh ... So yesterday i just found out that i got one buddy here who likes to write essays for blog .... and that is Mr Lizzard .. sorry yeah not used to call ur name , i think Lizzard sound better and not that u dont call me by nicks... Well well after reading steg chang chang blog , I guess she really enjoyed her day but well ACCA is always there to kill the joy >.> ... Anyway very nice friends you have there =P, consider open a fan club =P ? well well , I cant complaint that i dont have frens making sign boards for me, well the VERY 1stthing is I DONT LIKE TO STAND ON STAGE.... The only stage that i m less freak out is the Church's stage... AND that doesnt mean i m not scared but i Guess the only difference is that my audience in church is God and not others , thats why less tense gua >.>

So these 2 days i have been studying lor ... counting on the time spent to cover my targets and all , my STUDY MOTO IS TO BE EFFICIENT and EFFECTIVE , not economical ... this bukan value for money ok =P So i Thank God for the rain that makes the weather so much better and cooler.. today's weather wasnt that bad either and thank God for less mosquito attacks... well i already scarred quite badly ..sometiems i wish mosquitoes and snakes extinct... but i dowanna get hunt down by deep ecologist who DEEPLY belive that human and living beings are EQUAL .. yea yea i m applying p1 knowledge ahhaha .. so what else to talk about studying la, just stare at the book, use ur brains and dont forget to breath in oxygen but well i kinda day dream abit here and there ..what u expect la right 7hrs + study session...

About Angel (my golden retriever) , her fur keep dropping and I dont knwo why, now her body 1 patch no fur, head 1 patch no fur and tail aso..the patches on the head and tail are quite small .. N i only realsie it today after having a short studying session with her , thought of changing environment to study end up feeding mosquitoes and she is pretty much distraction there.. keep using her paw to kacau me when i m studying, if not push me... at the end she give up and sulk down there... i have to admit that she is the most BRAINY DOG i have , very very very very SMART but very very very very playful , and playful means she can be a destroyer... trim my neighbours bamboo who happen to grow over the fence, trim my palm trees, i think 5-6 perish in her name already, trim oledi nvm, go dig out the root, dont even let ppl have zuriat, let them zhue zhi zhue sun... and yeah thats my little monster called ANGEL...

Next , today is pend sometiems searching for a good anime to watch but well quite sad lor... all the anime that have good graphic as in got romance genre with good looking guys (what u expect i m still a little gal =P) is either eichi which i dont knwo why guys love watching this genre, OR YAOI means GUY LOU... I VREALLY REALLY PRAY people can make mroe ncie anime with good drawings WITH GOOD story line WITH CLEAN content , that snot asking alot isnt it.. Skip beat is nice, Kaichou wa maid sama is ok too , ouran highschool is funny, S.A class is good and wallflower is not bad as well, all this are successful ANIME la.. CLEAN CONTENT and tho not all are very good drawings, its ACCEPTABLE compare to some produced in 1988 or so.. Samurai X is nice too . Anyone who knows any anime similar to thos ei mention pls TELL ME keke ...

Oh yeah one of the nice japanese song i like is Gloria by Kalafina : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_B0mvoUDHU

itoshisa wa sugu chikaku ni
hontou wa ita no deshita
tsumetai ryoute de
anata no hoho o tsutsumi
nagai tabi o oeta you na
shizuka na yasuragi no naka
hitori o itande
sukoshi dake nakimashita

gloria
subete yo wa koto mo naku
gogo no hizashi akaruku
shiawase no uta hibiki
hibari no oka wa hikaru
anata to tomo ni yukou
kono sakamichi o yukou
musekaeru hodo kaoru
wakakusa o funde

kudamono no katachi o shita
maarui gakki no you ni
anata ga kanaderu kanashimi to yorokobi ga
watashi o arai yusaburi
itami to nagusame ga ima
anata o aiseru
kokoro o tsukurimashita

gloria
nanika yasashii mono ga
tashika ni koko ni atte
shiawase no utautau
sono hakanasa o yukou
ai to kibou no tame ni
namida to nie no tame ni
mabushii yoru to hiru no
hajimari o funde

English Translation:
Soon I will be by my beloved
Who really was here,
With two cold hands
Enveloping his face.
The long journey came to an end so,
In the middle of quiet tranquility,
I grieved alone
And cried just a little.

Gloria
The whole world has nothing.
The afternoon sunlight grows bright,
A song of happiness echoes,
And shines on the hill of the skylark.
Lets go together,
Along this road,
Choking on the smell and
Stepping on the green grass.

Like a round instrument
Shaped like a fruit
You played sorrow
and joy,
That washed me and shook me
of my pain and comforts so now
I can love you.
You made my heart.

Gloria
Something wonderful
Is surely here.
I sing a song of happiness.
Lets go to ephemerality.
For love and hope,
For tears and sacrifices,
Lets experience the beginning
Of radiant nïghts and noons.