Time

So now i have all the time in the world to relax, but i just get frustrated more and more ... i feel i m happier before exam.... suddenly u give me so much time i want to do evrything but non of it satisfies me , at least non of it is keeping me interested... mayb partly i m not feeling well again .. since ACCA, i feel i getting more and more tofu.. and tofu i really meant it given my conditions, not much medicine can cure me anyway ... i wonder if there is a countdown of our life, will I use my time mroe efficiently ... fed up sleeping, fed up of drama and anime, fed up of so many things ... quite swt rite , ba mayb now not well so mental aso not well.... and now its 3.16am lol . tried lying on the bed , its so comfy that i want to sleep, but somehow i feel obliged to stay up as if i got something undone, n if u ask me wat , i dont know..mayb thats my way of appreciating and utilising evry single minute i have for holiday ..

And so so like i said , my diet plan starts, i did jog, less than 15 min , i think mayb at most 5-6 min saja, then i kemek liow .... Stamina so teruk now, from bad to worst kaka , but well i think i must do something else to lose weight, how i wish i have a private park for me to jog where no indonesian worker keep staring at u like u are some ALIEN from MARS, n if they ever whistle or kacau me, i will BREAK THEM ALL NOW,LET THEM FROM DUST TO DUST.. and well i don liek to jog in the park coz ppl play football and i don like it becoz its weir dppl lookign at u jog and well ic ant plugin an earphone coz 1st my earphone 1 side the rubber lost liow, 2ndly safety purpose .. AND TATS WHY i want a private PARK...... mayb i can try wakign up early in the morning n jog ... AND ITS HOT today , so so so hot ...

Oh well today i did housework clean up my doggy's mess , all the poo and newspapers she destroy..... n i wonder i can spend around 1 hr gua to clean thsoe up ... n i guess i murdered almoz the whole clan of the ants at my car porch ..too bad la u let me found out ur base and i definitely go easy on them for stealing my dog's food, for invading my space and not knowing their limits . Anyway they are dead, i gave them lots of insecticide , speed up their death reduce their suffering, see i m so kind haha ..risking my health for their ease of death kakakaka ..sorry for the ozon tho .

And yeah today i finally called ms Sidney (dont know if spell her name correctly) , i got kinda worried be4 callign thinking whether i will disrupt her class or her meals and get her pissed off , then i prayed n called , hoping she is not someone as Strict as Ms Joyce lol , n luckily she doesnt sound so ... WELL Happy OBU-ing K.E.L.L.Y ..

Guess i need more sleep , or else i will go crazy again (tho i m usually crazy during midnights )and i dont want to be a pessimist and I WILL NOT.

suddenly i just thought of this question, what will i do if i can turn back the time ?

Answer: I dont wish to TURN it, People who keep looking back will never move forward . By FAITH I stand, by COURAGE I walk, by TRUST i follow.