ok i spend the last 20 mins typing this post and my mozila just freeze up and now i have to retype ... Not a very nice encouragement to write a blog there.... Or issit God telling me something =P...
today being a sunday is CHURCH and CHOIR day =) so well talking about the sermon today, its rather sad to hear that Christian Missionary School are ceasing to be existent in substance ( they are there physically (the buildings) but the enthusiasm to reach out and teach by christian teacher is rather weak .. And here the speaker tell us something about how his student . being a very nice,cheerful,active boy (being president of the sport club or sumthign liddat, football club, and 1 mroe sports which i cant recall) hung himself after phoning the speaker(his teacher) a few days before he decided to end his life. According to the speaker, the boy sounds fine when he spoke on the phone. So moral of the story, you never know what someone is thinking even they are so happy,outgoing person on the surface. It seems that he is caught up with some relationship problems and some personal problems but no one expected him to end his life liddat.. And this prompt me to think about how people are trying so hard to cover up their unhapniess and some evil fellar came in and rub salt to the wound.. well i m not gona go further about this issue,just REMEMBER YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE IS THINKING SO BECAREFUL WITH YOUR WORDS, control your curiosity =)
So now about the choir group, honestly I didnt really feel comfortable in the beginning when i !st joined the choir group. WHY huh... 99% being 40 and above(ranging till 60+ or more) and you are like one of the FEW (less than 5) which are in their 20s and this I have included those in their late 20s. So when all the auntie auntie talk , you feel left out and thats normal. But as time goes by, I realise these more elderly people are seriously mentally very young..You see them joke as if they are in their teens and it somehow make me feel they are very cute people. Well not all of them appear to eb friendly but somehow you know they are good guys =) I even have an auntie (her name is Alice) who offer to teach me to play guitar and she is real good singer and a VERY VERY FUN lady..I sometimes feel that she is younger than me despite the age gap . Being with her makes me happy despite how sien i can be with life lol... And with have this really ncie CHoir master , for me he is like a MUSIC PRO sicne i know almost nothign about music besides open your mouth and SING..yeah..i m kidna bad with music instruments, so i geuss the every best i could do is SING.. since my fingers kinda fail me ...
But well today its not a very nice day for me, i have been kinda lectured by my dad pretty much ...well he is being cranky and well partly its my fault which i would very much wouldnt want to admit (bah human nature)... so i kinda attracted an army of ants to attack my room due to Smarties that was given by Eileen (she is being niced just that i m that lazy one ..pai seh Eileen the msarties became the ant's concentration potion =( ) Talking about smarties, it kidna reminds me of how last time i was alergic to colours that when eating M&M and smarties , i could only eat certain colours .. So i m the weirdo kid there picking certian colours to be eaten... so well back to the ants, I decided to kill the whoel army by spraying RIDsect for mosquito , i dont know how but the ants died but thats without the course of poisoning myself... Some people might think i m trying to commit suicde with the ants cause i think I kinda overspray them (being an extremist ) .
Next about my cookadiels, Snow (the silver one) started to imitate people's whistling... its liek provoking you.... but well its good progress that at least those birds are not there just to eat ,sleep,poo... They are cute having like little blushers on them... and i manage to see how a wild shama (i suppose its spelled liddat wateva la) (its a bird by the way) shower.. imagine they have a cage for a bird just to let it shower in it.... By the way , that bird's name is Danny Boy named by nature-crazed papa....
Next about RO, yes my dears, i kidna get alot of nick from my supposingly frens.... like auntie, nenek ri, datuk ri, dear , darling ,lenglui ...tho i dont mind the last one haha(girls being girls always liek to be flattered, just face it im NORMAL).. But i wonder why no people call me jiejie... nowadays young people really tak tau respect older people haiz.... and well my dear alice kinda screw up the guild storage yeah and we kinda face some custom crisis >.> Poor girl haha.. Seriously by playing RO, it broaden my view, let me keep in touch with the younger generations and kinda really LET ME SEE WHATS HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD, you get all kinds of people, backstabber, some mean looking but kind ppl, and i realsie alot ppl face love problems (applies to those playing RO with me ) Dont worry i will nto discuss ur issues here .. and is eriously wodner what so good abotu this game that makes me keep quiting and coming back...its like i m CURSED with it.... i played my 1st ro (ERO) also my very 1st online game when i m like 12 or 13... and now i m going to be 20.... Its either me not growing or just like i said, a curse.... Believe it or not, i quited ro more than 5 times and always came back.... talking about RO, i might start writing a new ro story in blog , so ro buddies if interested pls drop by hahaha... i m pretty sure some of u will feel the nostalgia =P
by the way, ims till figuring it out how to deco my blog and how to have music playing there >.> If any of you know how, pls help this helpless girl here . Domo arigato desu =)
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