So today i woke up late a little ...its kinda scary esp after u just dreamt that u will be late and i end up waking late... some dejavu ... Well today studying have been mroe efficent , thank God coz this is gona be warm up for my coming studying session ... and talking about studies, tomorrow will be Ms Wong's EDC classes, N to be honest i didnt touch my p3 much besides reading some 1st few pages abt sllybus and few thigns about the exams... Thats so great and I REALLY PRAY she dont ask any questions coz i will be like O.O and yeah its very pai seh though i know i tai sei aso la...
Now somethign about the weather, it has veen REALLY REALLY HOT, EXTREME HOT this few days and the air so warm and humid... REALLY AFFECTS MY STUDYING MOOD, for one thign its good weather for little vampries (mosquitoes) to come over my room and start feeding on me... i already have MANY MANY MANY Scares from them considering how sensitive my skin is ... and as i m worrying about mosquitoes, here comes the ants, I DONT KNOW WHY but they come to my table WHICH I DONT HAVE ANY EDIBLE (at least edible to human ) so i started killing htem one by one while studying...its very distracting while here i am trying to focus and there they are exploring my table searching for soem trreasure unknown to me... so these few days, due to the mosquitoes and ants, i amd closed to being poisoned to death, the sheltox killed them and nearly took me as well... get all the itchiness, eye pain , make ur tongue dry as well.. exactly liek what they say if u get urself poisoned with hose sheltox stuff... and yeah, at least today it rain, i feel like singing the christian song which goes Open the Flood gate of heavan, let it rain ~ let it rain ~ , a nice song during hot weather serious and I m thinking mayb someoen was singing that song thats why there is long pour of rain which is VERY VERY MUCH APPRECIATED HERE, not sure about KL ppl where they easily get floods ~
and guess what, today I BAKED !! I BAKED CHOCOLATE BUTTER CAKE !! and thats for my 3 days breakfast , people who sits near me u are eithe rlucky or unlucky coz i think i end up offing the oven 10 minutes late, and so its erm...abit black , according to my mum its abit dry but its nice..i dont know how that clicks... so this is the convo btw me and my mum:
Me: Hows the cake ? (after I saw 1 cup cake eaten)
MUM: its very dry..
Me: Really ar? Very Dry ar?
MUM: no la..abit dry...
Me: its abit dry or very dry le....
MUM: It taste good...
Me: so its dry or very dry? (i m very persistent at times =) tho its not needed in this situation)
MUM: its abit dry but taste nice..
Me: Just now u say VERY dry, then let me ask few tiems becoem abit dry then later become taste good...you try to make me feel better ar...
MUM: no la its true la
Me:>.> (and i walk off)
so tomorrow who is next to me, good luck, u will know u are blessed or cursed tommorow =)
So now the night time, my parents are away so they asked me to get mny brother to fetch me so i did... i calle dhim and he told me to take a taxi at 6.30am..when he usually leave a little later than this ..so he told me u want me to lsend u and then jammed all the way to my work place? and i m like so what time do u leave then..he was like take a taxi la..i m like u think i very rich ar..then he say then? come back only say... So later mydad talked to him, n i guess he was forced to send and fetch me .... so after few hours later, he came back and he came marching to my mums room and i suspected he probably giving my mum a fit then he changed target and came to me, and say WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY I HAVE? I have to work sat n sun from 10 to 10 and now have to fetch me this little fellar .. and showed me all his temper and wtv and left... 1st , i m thankful he at least fetch me tho i m pretty much sure 2molo i m gona get all his complaints n screamign probly (nvm used to it, auto sound barrier will be on ) , 2nd, i think he should really start to be more mature ( bro if u read this and u bo song, dont give me a fit becoz as i said this is MY BLOG, don like it DON READ IT, you can create another blog to curse me upside down and i don care ), its tiring I know but life is like that u dont expect evrythign ur way especially when u are older, u have responsibility to this family ..and when u think u are suffering, think about mum who works even harder than u are .. and in the future U will see me work harder than that ...not a choice isnt it being an auditor in the future (Just 3 years , I WILL DO IT AND I WILL MAKE IT THRU !!!)
and yeah i forgot sunday i met Grace Lim , my childhood best friend, so long din see her liow ahha but i bang into her in church , glad to see she is doing well =) and i really pray the friday outing will be on lol ..and she asked me in 1 of the 1st few question, ''how u are doing with jm?''
I m like '' no more already . long time aso no mroe already '' then she was liek why why ? so i told the reason .. so I realise one thing, if she asked me this question when i just break up, i guess i would have been cursing her (applies to evryone else) iin my heart 100 times but now its over and i coudl easily say out tho dont sound good each time u have to say liek i got dumped >.> bah wtv , but well at least she care .
And one more thing i realise, when gals got dumped, they all are dangerous ful of fury and hatred and yeah this appleis to me as well , at least it affected me 1 day lol ..one solution to gals out there if u encounter this problem, write in ur diary ,..curse them or wtv in the diary u feel better and pray for peace and forgiveness .. we are sad enough to get dumped, but dont make urself more pathetic by going into anger and hatred and fury ... no matter how angry u get, u are hurting urself mroe and the other party will just pity u ..and i m pretty sure U dont want to be pitied BY ANYONE ESP THEM =) Be strong and courageous , worthy and true =)
I particular like this chapter in the bible out of my limited bible knowledge =)
Psalm 23
The Lord is my sheperd;
I have everything I need,
He lets me rest in green meadow;
He leads me beside peaceful streams.
He renews my strength,
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honour to his name.
Even when I walk through the valley of death,
I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me.
Your rod andyour staff protect and comfort me in the presence of my enemies.
You welcome me as a guest, annoiting my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house og the Lord forever.
Talkign about this verse,my choir master told us that this is the verse that people use when giving the final rites of prayers to those who are dead or going to die , so there was this time his wife was somehow kena coma liddat, cant move and they didnt know that she being coma, could hear what they are talking, so when someone say this verses, the wife was like '' i m not dead.... die la no hope already..i m going to die'' ..i find it quite funny how a person in coma react after hearing all the conversation and prayers ..its like u want to tell them right on their face that i m not DEAD YET and FIGHTING HARD to wake up, and there u are saying the last prayers... its like u so semangat then kena pour cold water..lol..
And heres one link that i like the music and the MV, assasin creed fans might like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI9KKAXQ_0U
The 1st half of the music is a song call 'Here Comes The King'
The 2nd half is 'Detroned'
Both from X-Ray Dog
and 2molo i really pray i can get the reformat disc before my bro comes and get me and hopefully i buy the right one since i m like a total computer noob =P
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