Oh dear ~

Hmm my cake turn to be horrible i guess..i eat and end up goin to get soarthroat... and today i bit blur in class lol apa porter's diamond =P...tho when Ms Wong go through its kinda familiar..and hmm i didnt do well for my MOCKS ...AHH KELLY MUST GAMBATEH !!!!! MUST MAINTAIN MY NO FAIL RECORD..MUST MY BIGGEST WISH UP TILL NOW... u guys must be thinking this gal here is reallylifeless right, haha wateva it does for my future works =) And i kinda find Ms wong very cute hahaah, especially when she V with her V model LOL ... so kawaii des ahhaah .. She has been a lecturer i VERY VERY the respect, cause she teach us about how to be a bettr person ratehr than just academic though sometiems she kinda hmm...how to say ler ... she might give some info that i dont really agree with =) ... well humans are not perfect anyway =)

By the way, today i just learn about HOW TO CURE A BULP!!! All the while i thought u need to swallow saliva to cure a bulb thats what i m told last time... well i guess the right way is to KEEP UR BREATH as long as possible and it should be cured (this is what i learn from ms wong today instead all the important p3 facts.....).. May God be with me and guide me in my studies and let me focus ...

The not so good news today is i found out i have extra p3 revision class when i inda plan all my study plan out already end up have to squeeze in revisions in some revision class days ...I M A PERSON WHO DONT LIKE DEVIATION FROM PLAN.. N now i wonder ever sicne i join college, i have been facing with all these impromptu ''bombs'' ... which keeps me awake in class coz i just go on and on thinking how to reschedule my plans... Well probably have facing pretty much unforseen event , i gues si grew pretty numb about it THO Its NOT WELCOMED AT ALL... i wonder if i m slacking off or i just grew to learn to be relax and enjoy life like a normal college student does .. I hope its growing towards the bright side =)

Oh eyah RO buddies, i can ton RO for sometime , coz i dont KNOW WHY BUT I CANT OPEN RO FILE, i can open it in my bro com but not in my NEWLY REFORMAT COM, still exploring windows 7... i guess it lacks some basic application, guys if u guys knwo whats wrong with my RO or my COM, pls SAVE ME.. I will DEFINITELY MISS U GUYS, miss chasing after LG and dying with them hahha... Miss people calling me auntie and nenek or dear ahhaa...MISS U GUYS bunch of hooligans..I bet if u guys see me in real life, my outlook definitely dont fit my RO attitude haha .. Sorry my dear out there who needs me badly ( i knwo it) but i couldnt on, but i guess u have enough helper to help u out =)

And again , I end up wasting money shoppign anime and movies.... I think i m SIMPLY not suppsoe to exceed my threshold ...coz whenever i exceed, i end up spending it .... BAD HABIT yeah i know i know... well i will be kidna grounded for like 20+ days to hibernate n study..sometiems i kidna admire my dogs who live such a carefree life but well they are deprived of their freedom tho.... Moral of the story humans always think of how unfortunate they are when they are blessed, in short dont appreciate what they have... I have been trying to be grateful of what i have for these few years , really tryign super hard, but at time i guess i went overboard and become blind to some problems, ba dowana talk about old stuff haha... But GENERALLY its good to b e grateful =).. and this is what i think about life, its not hard to know what you need to do, its just hard to set a line (to know when u are overboard and to know when u are lacking ).. because most of the time u know what is the right thing to do, but u just procastinate and CONFUSE urself because its not the thing u WANT TO DO.

And this is one of my favourite korean song, i find that male singer is good looking and have good voice kakaka =)

This is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_JJr_bO29Y&feature=related

WHAT I SHOULD I DO
BY PARK DA YE

han go ru man kum gu del bo ne myon
nun mu ri na han go ru man kum
gu de ga ga myon to nun mu ri hu lo wa
so nulpo do do son ne mi ro do
da hul su om nun go su ro
gu de ga nun de jap ji no ta go
na nul go ma nit jo

CHORUS.
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
gu de ga to na ga ne yo
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
nal du go to na ga ne yo
sa rang he yo
sa rang he yo
mok no ha bu lo bo ja man
gu den dut ji mo te yo
ga su mu ro man
we chi go i su ni

ha ru on jong il
ji wo bo ji man to to o la
ha ru on jong il
i byol ha ji man to da shi to o la
so nul po do do son ne mi ro do
ha nul su om nun go su ro
gu da ga ji man jap ji mo ta go
na nul go ma nit jo

CHORUS.
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
ja ku gu de man bo yo yo
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
nan gu de sa rang ha nun de
mi an he yo
mi an he yo
ne ma ri du li shi na yo
da shi do ra wa jo yo
gu de a ni myon na nan dwe ni ka yo

o to ka jo
o to ka jo
na ni ji ku de pu nin de
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
gu de ga to na ga ne yo
o to ka jo
o to ka jo
nal du go to na ga ne yo
sa rang he yo
sa rang he yo
mok no ha bu lo bo ja man
gu den dut ji mo te yo
ga su mu ro man
we chi go i su ni..

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

when i let you go one step further,
my eyes overflowed with tears
when you walk one step further,
more tears are falling
as move away to a place
where i can't reach you,
even if i reach out my hand
i can't reach you,i can only cry

CHORUS:

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you are leaving me
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

all day long i try to forget you,
but i think of you again
all day long i try to say goodbye,
but i think of you again
when you went to a place
where i can't hold you,
even if my han reaches out to you
i can't see you, i can only cry


what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
I LOVE YOU ONLY
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
i only have you
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

By the way , this song was sang in this korean drama call You're Beautiful , its one of my favourite and its very funny and very nice cover on the songs =)